today i wanna dedicate this song to two dear friends of mine...!!

was looking thru u-tube for a chinese song and accidentally bump into this singer, Ling...
this song was so so so nice.....!!!!!!! repeatingly "replay-ed" the song countless times yday nite..

or was it me that was suddenly reminising about my teenage time, when i was 16, 17... and 18.... when i used to listen to MY-FM every night while craming for final exam..!! that was when i knew every single new chinese song that was broadcasted.. and very much to my liking too, emo emo.. hahahaha... but yea, this song makes me thinks back of sitiawan and how was i like when i was 16, going 17... living 18...

to HANG WAN who went back Malaysia so quickly and is gonna holiday-ing there for 2months plus while me having exam here.........huuhuuhuu.... gggrrr @.@'''... i bet he's enjoying himself very much now...!!!! Mr. Lew hang wan, if there's no durian, then ... mmm... maybe duku-langsat..? heeheehee...

to YEE FANG who hugged me all the time (and two hrs ago) and read my every post in blog....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hihihihihi... ^^ sayang sayang...!!

they both are from Sitiawan and Air Tawar, my dear hometown friends...!!!!!! kakakaka... enjoy the song ya ^^

after open-booked Pharm Chem exam, i went to post office to send letter to my kid..

and once i reach home, WHOOAAA.... rain started pouring down...!!!!

the day has been cloudy, a lil gloomy, rainy and drizzles a lil here and there from 12pm til 7pm...

love it love it love it love it love it love it love it love it love it love it..!!!!

being inside the house, in the room seeing the rain pouring outside and trees swaying every 30mins, making me feel even more warm and protected and peaceful in my room.. ^^

and guess what, GOD IS GOOD ^^.. cuz....

ppl have been asking me how am i going to come back from work on Monday nite 9pm as 243bus which i take to workplace stops circulating Albany highway-Curtin route by 6pm, and it's dangerous to walk alone at nite..... i shrugged my shoulder, give a smile and said "oh, i'll sort that out later"..
on Sunday after church (before Monday comes, if you know the order of days).. i was talking to ZhengYi, my Pharm senior + church guitarist + Ailin's bf... hahahah, randomly he said he has work on Monday nite til 9pm.... then i was like "RREEEEAALLLLLY...????????" open eye big big blink blink smile... (@.@)
transport found, main concern was solved....!!! zhengyi was very willing to send me home after work every monday night...!!!!!!

yesterday nite (today is Tuesday ok), after work i came home being so so so tired, had late dinner, shower, rest, but still couldnt concentrate to study at nite, so i went to bed not long after preparing for open-book test this morning..
then comes my second concern before i dozed off.... after experiencing the overwhelming tiredness today, was thinking i do not wanna work on Monday nite 10th Nov cuz i have a very heavy paper on 12th Nov.. other Mondays are alright but not that particular Monday nite.. if i work, i'll be tired on 10th Nov nite, so that would take my whole night off from study, approximately 6hrs...!!! ( i'm not kiasu LOR, but the paper is super heavy need to rlly study)
then so happen my new colleague, Jeng sat beside me in lec today cuz he was late for lec...! i greeted him "collegue" and we're talking bout me getting a job... randomly i asked him about his work shift.. and randomly decided to ask if he's ok to take my shift for that particular monday nite...!!!
tell you, he straight away nod head "up down up down"....!!!! second concern settled...!!!!!

gembira betul.....!!!!
added with the rainy day today, i was even the terlebih-lebih joyful and peaceful at heart... !!

i dont think these good helps happened by accident nor coincidence.. i believe God is behind all these helps when i pray to God for favor on me few nights ago.... i am blessed again.. God is good.. ^^

p/s: and i miss the beach.. wanna explore other beautiful beaches in summer with yuwan when she comes in December ^^... am dreaming of a lil kampung-ish kinda beach, with sky blue sea blended with a lil dark blue...

So... was looking through facebook pictures and came upon this Gorgeous looking cake in Andrew cellgroup's birthday picture...!!

my goodness, look so so so beautiful, esp with the 6 Ferrero Roche wrapped in golden papers sticking out from cake, so so so so so so CANTIK to the max...!! and the strawberry at its full-blossom period (what did i just crapped???)... but anyways, love this cake LAR... cheng lin foong, make one for me...!!!!!! i want a beautiful cake @__@'''


To be honest, me as a lady still growing and learning how to be a lady, do have desire.... desire for shoes, i mean... especially when Perth range of shoes are not that nice, dull design+dull colour, seriously.. well they do have nice one, but the price can cut-throat, hahahaahah, like around $50 - $70 for a pair of cantik shoes... and me being a student, definitely it's a NO NO to spend on that.... oh now i miss buying shoes in Malaysia...!!!! with the currency conversion, i am dying to buy "Super Nice + Affordable" shoes in Msia..!!!!

Sis, can buy for me...??? huuuhuuuhuuu..... @___@''

i've look through the webpage and came up with 4 top choices of mine...!!

CROSSING FINGER hoping my sis would read this post...!!!!!!! sis i want shoes.....

huuuu huuu huuu huuu , SIS PLEASE READ THIS POST...... huuu huuu huu..

Today i crave for many things........

Wednesday lunch time i went to Chemist Warehouse to hand in my resume as promised. The manager, Ms JL offered me a job after discussing for a while. well actually i talked to her before, last saturday when me and the gals were randomly in the pharmacy to visit Alan and Zheng Yi......

She offered me job provided i can start imediately next Monday, every Monday night from 5pm to 9pm... u know it's not easy to get a pharmacy job here for casual and 500hrs.. and therefore to reject a pharmacy related job is rlly a risky thing to do... also, she said it would be best to start my 500hrs during the CNY period cuz that time pharmacist and other workers will be away, and they'll definitely rlly need ppl to fill in CNY... so i took the offer.. we shook hand and she got me my uniform, and my temporary name tag... she said if i'm staying in the pharmacy for long term, then i'll get my permanent tailormade name tag.. prol that time wanna change my name to CHEAH instead of YEN... ^^

meaning i most likely wont be heading back for CNY... hence sobs.....

but looking on the brighter side.. i can choose to go back during next year winter break.. prol Linfoong will be back as well ^^.. and that time Hannah has off from her uni as well... and Kel and Sophia has no school as well... many ppl will be around...

then also, Yan Pin asked me to sign up for Curtin Volunteer 1st sem next yr, so summer will be pretty occurpied!!!!!... and she has something to talk to me... wonder what is it..

CNY not going back....????????? sobs......... getting rlly emo....................... sobs......

btw, i'l start work effectively on 27th Oct 5pm til 9pm... my time to study for exam become less... i will most likely be absent from blog/FB till i gain my indepence on 19th Nov 10.30am...

Got this song from Samson's blog, love it lots, it's now my blog song...

p/s: samson thanks for dropping by and asking how am i.. that leads me to ur blog, and found this song ministering to me now.. i love God, always forever..


Singer: Raymond Looi
Album: Wo Zhi Dao
Title: Tai Yang Ban De Ai
Genre: Christian Song

黎明到来我的心不再旋转
li ming dao lai wo de xin bu zai xuan zhuan
只因为我找到充满关怀的胸膛
zhi yin wei wo zhao dao chong mang guan huai de xiong tang
这一颗心朝往光明的方向
zhe yi ke xin chao wang guang ming de fang xiang
让我的明天不再茫然暗淡
rang wo de ming tian bu zai mang ran an dan
曾经黑暗到来 我的心也跟着转
ceng jin hei an dao lai wo de xin ye gen zhe zhuan
转向一个没有阳光和爱的地方
zhuan xiang yi ge mei you yang guang de di fang
这一颗心背着自己的行囊
zhe yi ke xin bei zhe zi ji de xing nang
四处奔波寻找一线的曙光
si chu ben bo xun zhao yi xian de shu guang
爱像太阳般热烈的照在胸怀
ai xiang tai yang ban re lie de zhao zai xiong huai
遮盖一切空虚和不愉快
zhe gai yi qie kong xu he bu yu kuai
整个世界也因着光芒而被火热起来
zheng de shi jie ye yin zhe guang mang er bei huo re qi lai
告诉你爱像太阳般热烈在你胸怀
gao su ni ai xiang tai yang ban re lie zai ni xiong huai
只要你愿意跟我来
zhi yao ni yuan yi gen wo lai
爱叫你我的心都跳跃起来起来
ai jiao ni wo de xin dou tiao yue qi lai

Father God, help me to understand the things that i dont understand, help me to accept things that i find hard to accept.. sometimes i really feel i wanna become a child rather than adult.. because life then is made up of only total honesty, trust and joy...

my exam timetable

Monday 10-11-2008

9am-11am

Pharmaceutical Chemistry

Wednesday 12-11-2008

6.45pm-9.45pm

Pharmacology

Friday 14-11-2008

3.30pm-5.30pm

Chemotherapy

Monday 17-11-2008

1pm-4pm

Pharmaceutics

Wednesday 19-11-2008

8.30am-10.30am

Pharmacognosy

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Wednesday 19-11-2008

10.31am - Feb 2009

Liberation+Freedom+awesomest+a lil working+excitement+catch up...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I've been reading this book Captivating. given by Yuwan as my 21st birthday present, it is a hard-cover keepsake edition which looks rlly rlly cool^^...

(p/s: i love reading, books are amazing gifts! hint hint!!!!)

lately i've been adressed as woman, and i talked to myself, "how am i a woman? no way i am a woman yet, i am still a lady"... "what is the different between a woman and a lady?" so i bring this particular question to Fenny, and she said "well, i think i am a woman, woman is independant, able to make her own decision after having good discernment" ... an answer i never thought of, cuz i never think myself as a woman yet.. it never came across my mind that prol i will become a woman soon(sounds SO old).. cuz to be honest, i feel i am still a young lady (which i am pretty sure I AM).....

but anyway, i randomly decided to pick up this book and start reading..

it is not the book with 101 steps to become women, not a book filled with 10 commandments of becoming feminine.. not even a book condemning how we have been living and doing wrongly as little girl and woman..

this books brings about the journey to re-discover the true heart of woman since the 1st day of creation, aheart that we every woman is born with.. how a woman's heart longs to be romanced, to play in irreplaceable role in a great adventure and the heart to unveil its beauty..
in the first chapter, author Stasi relates to God's heart the same way that longed to be sought after, God's heart for relationship, what does Eve spoke to us, the "ezer kenegdo" of Adam,woman as the crown of creation...

it was all worth reading, and towards the end of second chapter "haunted by a question", the last paragraph had me paused and wondered....

The stories of these women and the wounds they received as little girls are all different, but the effects of their wounds and the effects of ours are painfully similar. Some of these stories are extreme. The feeling of uncertainty and worthlessness that they breed are not. What was your childhood like? What lessons did you learn as a little girl? What did your parents want from you? Were you delighted in? Did you know to the core of you being that you were loved, special, worth protecting and wanted? I pray so. But i know that for many of you, the childhood you were meant to have, the childhood you wanted to have, is a far cry for the childhood you did have.

i didnt know that..! well, i know i am loved by God.. but to be in detail, i didn't know that in my core, i am loved, special, worth protecting and wanted... and i feel this is wierd, what Stasi proposed here in this book is alien to me.. i grew up independant of ppl's help (other than my family members), independant of expression mentioned above...

I cant wait to read the next chapter "The message of our wounds and how they shaped us" ^^

when i grow old, i wonder will i be grumpy..
or will i be grumpy even when i am not old yet..

i want to be my kids' best friend..
i want to be best friend to my kids' friends as well...

my hair is getting longer and longer...
well obviously, cuz they just dont grow shorter and shorter...

wanted to cut my hair short cuz it's convenient...
but sometimes envy those with long hair cuz they can do many things with their long hair..

i had kuey tiaw in Chi, think it was good but just over-priced..
i had grocery in woolworth, think it was ok, still over-priced, esp my fav chicken breast fillet...

i had a try at the Vic Park's pharmacy, hoping for a summer pharmacy job...
wonder if the manager likes me or did i make a good impression...

i am currently reading Matthew again..
wonder why as if those stories seem new to me...

i realize we need to be hungry and thirsty..
Hunger can be fed by His words, thirst needs to be fed by Holy Spirit...

i hasnt been to Subi for so many weeks...
wonder what awaits me stil waits...

Exam is in 3 weeks time and time is running..
but summer is in 5weeks time and wonder if i run faster than time...

the day is hot and i dun need a heater anymore...
but what if i need a fan? but i dont have a fan...

who is cooking for dinner tonight..?
i prefer to just eat something simple like yoghurt for dinner though...

i realize love always revolve around the kitchen...
either you prepare food, or people prepare food for you...

if a man says you're gorgeous you're pretty..
i wonder what's going thru their mind now and for future...

if i dont stop writing now..
when will i start studying...

BYE...!!!!!

Randomness at Its Peak

Pre-viewing Advice:

What you are about to see is a post filled pictures of three ladies in their exclusively ugly-funny-oldschool-typical-childish-poser time......

if u're not ready to see and accept these three ladies as they are, u're highly advisable to skip this post so as not to bring any disturbance of annoyance to your daily routine,

hihihiihhiihhiihihihihihihihhihiihih....

wink wink....!!!

smileeeeeeee =D

Women are creatures that are hard to understand.. they sometimes walk at paces no one can cope with, sometimes too fast sometimes too slow.. sometimes, too random.... like today evening... Me and Jac decided that we wanna go to the beach by ourselves, invited Evan to join our randomness... so we borrowed a car from Jason and drove all the way to Cottlesloe beach!!!!!! btw, women@ladies are smart too, they know how to look at map, hihihihihiih.. go all the way down Leach Highway.. then turn right into Stirling Highway... Cottlesloe beach is on your left.. so here we are!!!!!!

Down the wooden stairs to meet the love of my life--->beach..

So this is the kite Jac is bragging about... about how she managed to "tawar-menawar" the price from Rm12 to Rm8 at one of the Kuantan shops.... hahahaha...

i know i know........ my hair kembang like ikan kembung... hahaha...
Jac: "oh i've found my wedding ring, finally!" nah, was just joking.. she was concentrating on getting her kite to soar higher...

view to our right..

view to our left..

Evangeline.. and a stranger who is looking into camera as well, haha.

NoPe, i am NOT emo-ing....!!!!! was observing ppl...

Three waves, can you see..?

^^

Born a poser.. gifted talented, what to say, hhihihihihi....!!!

Getting Ready to pose..

alamak.........................

Jaclyn with her kite Rm8 all the way from Kuantan ^^ !!!!

Satisfied after posing... hahahahahahahaahah!!!

Look at Evan's expression, kiahkiahkiahkiah...!!! Vivian called so evan was on the phone.. lol...

Jac is so sweet right ^^

Love this one to the MAX...!!!!! hahahah ^^ wallpaper wallpaper soon.

Oh this one...!!!!!! pengsan, i think i've just CROSSED the finishing line for the 10000000000centimetre marathon, holding an imaginary big torch, feeling obsessively proud of my win........ nak pengsan seriously.... HAHA.

Tarian itik tanpa kepak...

Love this one lots!!! ^^

Me doing Randomness at Its Peak, bit a lil condong...

Jac doing .... dunno... seemed a bit lost yea she...
Evan doing The Power of Trio..?? women can do all things thru Christ who strengthen them!!!!

hahahahahaha..

Believe it anot, right after taking this pic, Jac spontaneously let go her hand and look at me as i felt straight to the ground...! and OOOUCH, painful it was... my butt.......... @___@ Jaclyn how could you, huuuhuuuhuu..... then she laughed till her eyes became watery and two big drops of tears were seen dropping.....

Another shot.

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What was i doing..?? no i am not...

eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeesh...... >.<'''

Time to go back... packing....

so that's the end of The Randomness at Its Peak day....

u know in Karangan Darjah Empat, u always end ur essay in a very old-school and typical way...

"kami pulang dari berkelah. Kami berasa LETIH tetapi GEMBIRA"