today i wanna dedicate this song to two dear friends of mine...!!

was looking thru u-tube for a chinese song and accidentally bump into this singer, Ling...
this song was so so so nice.....!!!!!!! repeatingly "replay-ed" the song countless times yday nite..

or was it me that was suddenly reminising about my teenage time, when i was 16, 17... and 18.... when i used to listen to MY-FM every night while craming for final exam..!! that was when i knew every single new chinese song that was broadcasted.. and very much to my liking too, emo emo.. hahahaha... but yea, this song makes me thinks back of sitiawan and how was i like when i was 16, going 17... living 18...

to HANG WAN who went back Malaysia so quickly and is gonna holiday-ing there for 2months plus while me having exam here.........huuhuuhuu.... gggrrr @.@'''... i bet he's enjoying himself very much now...!!!! Mr. Lew hang wan, if there's no durian, then ... mmm... maybe duku-langsat..? heeheehee...

to YEE FANG who hugged me all the time (and two hrs ago) and read my every post in blog....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hihihihihi... ^^ sayang sayang...!!

they both are from Sitiawan and Air Tawar, my dear hometown friends...!!!!!! kakakaka... enjoy the song ya ^^

after open-booked Pharm Chem exam, i went to post office to send letter to my kid..

and once i reach home, WHOOAAA.... rain started pouring down...!!!!

the day has been cloudy, a lil gloomy, rainy and drizzles a lil here and there from 12pm til 7pm...

love it love it love it love it love it love it love it love it love it love it..!!!!

being inside the house, in the room seeing the rain pouring outside and trees swaying every 30mins, making me feel even more warm and protected and peaceful in my room.. ^^

and guess what, GOD IS GOOD ^^.. cuz....

ppl have been asking me how am i going to come back from work on Monday nite 9pm as 243bus which i take to workplace stops circulating Albany highway-Curtin route by 6pm, and it's dangerous to walk alone at nite..... i shrugged my shoulder, give a smile and said "oh, i'll sort that out later"..
on Sunday after church (before Monday comes, if you know the order of days).. i was talking to ZhengYi, my Pharm senior + church guitarist + Ailin's bf... hahahah, randomly he said he has work on Monday nite til 9pm.... then i was like "RREEEEAALLLLLY...????????" open eye big big blink blink smile... (@.@)
transport found, main concern was solved....!!! zhengyi was very willing to send me home after work every monday night...!!!!!!

yesterday nite (today is Tuesday ok), after work i came home being so so so tired, had late dinner, shower, rest, but still couldnt concentrate to study at nite, so i went to bed not long after preparing for open-book test this morning..
then comes my second concern before i dozed off.... after experiencing the overwhelming tiredness today, was thinking i do not wanna work on Monday nite 10th Nov cuz i have a very heavy paper on 12th Nov.. other Mondays are alright but not that particular Monday nite.. if i work, i'll be tired on 10th Nov nite, so that would take my whole night off from study, approximately 6hrs...!!! ( i'm not kiasu LOR, but the paper is super heavy need to rlly study)
then so happen my new colleague, Jeng sat beside me in lec today cuz he was late for lec...! i greeted him "collegue" and we're talking bout me getting a job... randomly i asked him about his work shift.. and randomly decided to ask if he's ok to take my shift for that particular monday nite...!!!
tell you, he straight away nod head "up down up down"....!!!! second concern settled...!!!!!

gembira betul.....!!!!
added with the rainy day today, i was even the terlebih-lebih joyful and peaceful at heart... !!

i dont think these good helps happened by accident nor coincidence.. i believe God is behind all these helps when i pray to God for favor on me few nights ago.... i am blessed again.. God is good.. ^^

p/s: and i miss the beach.. wanna explore other beautiful beaches in summer with yuwan when she comes in December ^^... am dreaming of a lil kampung-ish kinda beach, with sky blue sea blended with a lil dark blue...

So... was looking through facebook pictures and came upon this Gorgeous looking cake in Andrew cellgroup's birthday picture...!!

my goodness, look so so so beautiful, esp with the 6 Ferrero Roche wrapped in golden papers sticking out from cake, so so so so so so CANTIK to the max...!! and the strawberry at its full-blossom period (what did i just crapped???)... but anyways, love this cake LAR... cheng lin foong, make one for me...!!!!!! i want a beautiful cake @__@'''


To be honest, me as a lady still growing and learning how to be a lady, do have desire.... desire for shoes, i mean... especially when Perth range of shoes are not that nice, dull design+dull colour, seriously.. well they do have nice one, but the price can cut-throat, hahahaahah, like around $50 - $70 for a pair of cantik shoes... and me being a student, definitely it's a NO NO to spend on that.... oh now i miss buying shoes in Malaysia...!!!! with the currency conversion, i am dying to buy "Super Nice + Affordable" shoes in Msia..!!!!

Sis, can buy for me...??? huuuhuuuhuuu..... @___@''

i've look through the webpage and came up with 4 top choices of mine...!!

CROSSING FINGER hoping my sis would read this post...!!!!!!! sis i want shoes.....

huuuu huuu huuu huuu , SIS PLEASE READ THIS POST...... huuu huuu huu..

Today i crave for many things........

Wednesday lunch time i went to Chemist Warehouse to hand in my resume as promised. The manager, Ms JL offered me a job after discussing for a while. well actually i talked to her before, last saturday when me and the gals were randomly in the pharmacy to visit Alan and Zheng Yi......

She offered me job provided i can start imediately next Monday, every Monday night from 5pm to 9pm... u know it's not easy to get a pharmacy job here for casual and 500hrs.. and therefore to reject a pharmacy related job is rlly a risky thing to do... also, she said it would be best to start my 500hrs during the CNY period cuz that time pharmacist and other workers will be away, and they'll definitely rlly need ppl to fill in CNY... so i took the offer.. we shook hand and she got me my uniform, and my temporary name tag... she said if i'm staying in the pharmacy for long term, then i'll get my permanent tailormade name tag.. prol that time wanna change my name to CHEAH instead of YEN... ^^

meaning i most likely wont be heading back for CNY... hence sobs.....

but looking on the brighter side.. i can choose to go back during next year winter break.. prol Linfoong will be back as well ^^.. and that time Hannah has off from her uni as well... and Kel and Sophia has no school as well... many ppl will be around...

then also, Yan Pin asked me to sign up for Curtin Volunteer 1st sem next yr, so summer will be pretty occurpied!!!!!... and she has something to talk to me... wonder what is it..

CNY not going back....????????? sobs......... getting rlly emo....................... sobs......

btw, i'l start work effectively on 27th Oct 5pm til 9pm... my time to study for exam become less... i will most likely be absent from blog/FB till i gain my indepence on 19th Nov 10.30am...

Got this song from Samson's blog, love it lots, it's now my blog song...

p/s: samson thanks for dropping by and asking how am i.. that leads me to ur blog, and found this song ministering to me now.. i love God, always forever..


Singer: Raymond Looi
Album: Wo Zhi Dao
Title: Tai Yang Ban De Ai
Genre: Christian Song

黎明到来我的心不再旋转
li ming dao lai wo de xin bu zai xuan zhuan
只因为我找到充满关怀的胸膛
zhi yin wei wo zhao dao chong mang guan huai de xiong tang
这一颗心朝往光明的方向
zhe yi ke xin chao wang guang ming de fang xiang
让我的明天不再茫然暗淡
rang wo de ming tian bu zai mang ran an dan
曾经黑暗到来 我的心也跟着转
ceng jin hei an dao lai wo de xin ye gen zhe zhuan
转向一个没有阳光和爱的地方
zhuan xiang yi ge mei you yang guang de di fang
这一颗心背着自己的行囊
zhe yi ke xin bei zhe zi ji de xing nang
四处奔波寻找一线的曙光
si chu ben bo xun zhao yi xian de shu guang
爱像太阳般热烈的照在胸怀
ai xiang tai yang ban re lie de zhao zai xiong huai
遮盖一切空虚和不愉快
zhe gai yi qie kong xu he bu yu kuai
整个世界也因着光芒而被火热起来
zheng de shi jie ye yin zhe guang mang er bei huo re qi lai
告诉你爱像太阳般热烈在你胸怀
gao su ni ai xiang tai yang ban re lie zai ni xiong huai
只要你愿意跟我来
zhi yao ni yuan yi gen wo lai
爱叫你我的心都跳跃起来起来
ai jiao ni wo de xin dou tiao yue qi lai

Father God, help me to understand the things that i dont understand, help me to accept things that i find hard to accept.. sometimes i really feel i wanna become a child rather than adult.. because life then is made up of only total honesty, trust and joy...

my exam timetable

Monday 10-11-2008

9am-11am

Pharmaceutical Chemistry

Wednesday 12-11-2008

6.45pm-9.45pm

Pharmacology

Friday 14-11-2008

3.30pm-5.30pm

Chemotherapy

Monday 17-11-2008

1pm-4pm

Pharmaceutics

Wednesday 19-11-2008

8.30am-10.30am

Pharmacognosy

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Wednesday 19-11-2008

10.31am - Feb 2009

Liberation+Freedom+awesomest+a lil working+excitement+catch up...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!