p/s : copy Linfoong's

When you have it,

you wish for something else.

When you have something else, you wish for what you have previously.

Such is life.

Or is it just me?

I wanted that thing so badly, I even prayed so hard for it, but now that I've got it, I wished I never asked for it.

Maybe I'm just scared for a change.

But life is about changes and challenges no?

I'm worried I will give up halfway.

Really don't want to do that.

Hmmh, guess I actually have to try it out before I know the result huh?

Woosh, woosh, go, go linfoong!

i shall return PingPong's tag after looooong procastination.

1. At what age do you wish to marry?
*cough* will let you know what age, when my future husband propose to me.

2. What is your most favourite thing to do?
emo-ing cum thinking

3. If you have a close close close friend since childhood who loves to take away whatever you like, including guys/girls, and he/she always wins, will you still consider him/her your friend?
LinFoong, if you do that, rmmber to take a guy, not a girl ok..

4. What would you give up in return to eat all you want in the world and not get fat?
Sepuluh ringgit la, i'm not that Kiansiap like linfoong, who wanna give up a OneCent for that, hihihihihi... (feel like bombing linfoong today la, sorry ya gal, huaahaahaha)

5. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
children to be free from poverty..
Quote: many people dream of changing the world, but do you ever realize.. when you change the life of a child, you have already the the world of the child for eternity..

6. Do you believe you can survive without money?
of cuz no..

7. What are you afraid to lose the most?
my heart... metaphorically and literally... if i lose my heart, i lose the most precious thing- the place where God lives, the place where love is, compassion is, and the place where all my lovely family and friends stay....

8. When was ur latest best moment?
two weeks ago, when ASAM LAKSA arrived at my house on Sunday afternoon. ^^

9. If there’s someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
i will, at the wedding altar.. ^^

10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
a) as Sua-Ku as me, if not more .... ^^
b) as Mou-Liou as me, if not more....
c) as home-stick as me, if not more...
d) as childish as me, if not more..

11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
*keeping it in prayer* no answer, or preview at the moment.. me very Sien right.. if i dont tell a thing, might as well dont do this tag right... ya i find myself super Mou-Liu now... Linfoong!!!!

12. What is the thing that will make you think he/she is bad?
dishonesty

13. What is your ambition?
to be a housewife.. serious.. since after SPM...

14. Is anyone really perfect?
who created this tag....??? why is the question so Mou-Liu geh..... @___@ aku pengsan.

15. If you had a choice to be rich or happy, which one would you pick ?
another Mou-Liu question LAH...!!
i choose to be meaningful..

16. If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
i dunno what part is this called, but ---> the ability to know when ppl is joking and when not, to know when ppl is sincere and when not..



17. Who is the person that you can share all your problems with?

- God... and several other VIPs of my life.. hihihi.. you know who you are ^^

you know when u have that kind of fren, just by the look at your eyes knows what is in ur heart/mind.... or by the sound of your sigh or expression, or even small action, will be able to guess ur next move or words... there is such person..

18. If someone had found a path to immortality to be bestowed upon you in exchange for one of your abilities, would you take it, and what would you sacrifice for it?
dun want la... i already have eternity, who cares about immortality, hihihihihi... and i've already given my life to eternity, nothing left to be given to immortality.. haha.. *cough cough*

19. What is the best thing that had happened in your life?

to live with a purpose, to live a meaningful life, to live and know who am i living for.. to live and know the purpose of my decisions and actions.. to live with such joy and sorrows.. to be living now is the best thing ....

i know i am a slow-cooker.

All my best friends around me doesnt just become one in a day's time, or few months' time. They took years.. the friendship and trust aren't forced into due to obligation to authority.. and one more thing, they happened just so naturally then even me didnt realize when was actually the date that we became best buddies, they just happened...

ur best friend can be ur leader, but you leader might not necessarily be ur best friend.. when there's such pressure/expectation for people to be closer/good friend with their leader, i become emo/thoughtful like now... @__@

I feel unnatural and awkward if all-of-sudden-means-in-few-days-or-weeks-time, you are obliged to share with a person about your personal issues because he/she is your leader in church.. or at least, there is enough time of interacting that makes me able to trust him/her enough to openly and willingly share my personal issues..

talks about going out for one-to-one dinner with a same gender church leader, i definitely feel awkward now.....

i know i am a slow- cooker and i dun progress well when forced under obligation to...

i am a slow cooker..

i dont like this feeling now..

trust and friendship really needs time..

that is why i cherish so much when i see an old couple holding hands while walking, or old couples sit beside each other with intimacy and sweetness only angels can provide..

or even, when this morning, i saw a disable man holding the hand of another disable lady and they walk alongside each other.. even though their pace is much slower compared to normal people, yet there's such love in it that makes me think again about me...

being a slow cooker in all types of relationship- friendship especially.. and a slow cooker generally dont make good chicken soup if not given sufficient period of time..

stay tuned, more pics and Lor-Sors to come!!!! ^^

Housemates Night Out 09 Aug 2008

Freshies Welcome, 2nd Sem 2008

On 2nd and 3rd of August 2008,

The Great Weekend begins with everyone gathering as early as 9am in the green courtyard in UWA. Ppl gathered with their luggages, big and small, all containing costumes, accesories, perfumes, make-up stuff, food for the day, and cameras! excitement stocks up and final practises conducted under the bright sun in the chilling open air beside Swan River in UWA.

Makan time @ lunch time...!!!!
three desperate ppl scavenging through the food, and there the all-time-favourite BUBBLE TEA!!!! yum yum yum...!!!

Hour is drawing nearer.. it's the make-up time, an hour just before the church service begins (4pm) .... the most happening spot at this time have to be the toilet..!!!!!!!!!!!! you know what i mean.. hahahahahaha.... pic shows it all... hihihiihih...

Evan happily posing beside the super "mushroom" look of me... IN THE TOILET..???? a bit vain, hahahahahaahah....!!!

toilet again.... spacious toilet i must say... kehkekekehkehehekeh....

Evan with some choir boys, sweet sweet...

I want too....!! Leon , me , Soon Kit, Henry..! haha.

on sunday in Curtin preparing for the sunday service, Vips is the most sporting ppl.... spot here in this pic, sitting calmly and obediently as Adeline brush the blushers over his cheeks, hahaha. so cute la...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

the people..

Evan took this pic all the way across the room... spot me spot me...!!!!!!!!

the Drama- The Lord's Prayer. indeed a job well done, an insight to how the Lord can deal with us in all areas of our life through the Lord's Prayer.

i love this the most.

the choir sang God Will Make a Way, acapella version!! stunning!!!

The Fuzion people!!!!!
when we're on the ground..

when we're on the air.....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

See Evan's expression, super "gaya!"... hahahaha.

Me & Beloved Fenny ^^

three cutie pie - ah Jia, Pauline, Vivien!!!!

Lynn, our ever so patient and faithful and cheerful and encouraging dance instructor!!

Dexin & me

Evangeline & me

Genesis & me

Yee Fang & Vivien

Yeefang & me ^^

Evangeline & Jaclyn

group pic with my housemates,close friends (a few ppl missing though) and Kaitlyn (the lil girl in the middle) ^^

The day ended, with a great celebration of events and welcoming of new friends in our midst, anticipating their future involvement this family of Christ and with a prayerful heart that one day, they too will come to the knowledge of the saving Christ. Seeds that have been planted will bear fruits in His time.

AMEN.

I'm back

i'm back here to blog..
it had been a loong loong time since i LOR-SOR in blog..

days had been hectic since July, with the on-going events in church.
I enjoyed doing things all the while, wanting to live up to what i believe in and proclaim.
I wanna go all out to serve in His house during my youth, with all my HEART and ENERGY..
I did that and the reward was tremendously overwhelming joy, friendship and blessings in return..
one thing that i love the most of this part is that i'm now a Compassion advocate (click here to know more).

and yet..
I find myself, having lesser and lesser time to sit down, ponder and reflect..

now that all the big events are over, i am just glad to find myself in composure again, sitting on the chair, reading and thinking.. and typing..
it's when life takes a break for me to realize that the world is spinning, what am i doing, the purpose of doing, the lessons i am to learn and its impact to me and ppl around me.. above all, God's plan through all the events..

many are the small thoughts that came and went, and many unpenned down..
let's see from here forth, how many will be re-discover and put into words again..
looking forward to it..