Hor Cheah Yen is feeling bit/quite emo today..

Just now when she looked back at CA blog, some other ppl's blogs and also old pictures.. She felt a lil regret for not fully participating in CA when she was in INTEC ... She had missed out alot wonderful times eating dinner with the gals, going for cellgroups every alternate Thursday and mingling around with the juniors...

This year, she has missed being 17,18,19 and 20 more times than ever, REALLY MISS THOSE DAYS.... That's because living this year seems harder than before.. But she doesnt wanna miss out being 21, fearing when she look back in the future, she will regret not living 21 to the max..

She misses some random peoples.. One who calls her Catherine... One who always talk on the phone with her.. One who takes care of her like a mum when they travel together.. One who chats with her every now and then.. One who partners her for all the crazy and bimbo stuff.. One who holds her hand while walking in INTEC..

Maybe cuz there's only Vivien and her in the house today, and Vivien's out whole day working in pizza shop while she at home.. She doesnt feel like going out or talking to anyone here, just wanna sit on her leather office chair and sulk a little..