Some wierd feeling makes me wanna post some pictures in blog. hasnt been doing so for so long, hahahaha ^^ And i changed my hairstyle as u can see here...

then i rebond it so it looked straight... and i went to Belgium, hence the pic u see now..

Then i bomb my hair again and went to China for holiday....

LoL lame.. hahaha, just becuz i realized that my webcam has this function where i can choose my vitual hairstyle, colour, sunnies, caps, etc, so i thought it was pretty interesting at that time of life (3am weekdays studying)...
.One of the days when my mood was sky rocket high... i was inspired by this Apricot Almond Cake and so i decided to bake..


3 Batches.. and gave them to my cell members. and my housemates too ^^.


When we're in the class waiting for Kevin Betty to come and teach us calculations for Pharmacokinetics.

Saturday when i went to UWA service with Javier for the Baptism Workshop. We're 10minutes early, the weather was fantastic, the riverside was inviting, so we went for a brief stroll.. and guess what!!!! i saw TWO DOLPHINS...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOVE LOVE LOVE....!!! they were swimming side by side, so near to riverside tat i can even see their eyes, wakakakaakak... so excited in from of younger ppl..... >.<'''

Fenny lent me this movie which i've always wanted to watch, and i lent it to a fren of mine who also, enjoyed it as much as i do!

Bid farewell to my dear Pris, miss her dearly.......

Celebrated YeeFang's 21st sweet birthday...!!! heehee... ^^

Caught lying on the computer tables on friday night when studying =.='''

Trecia who took the pic, of which she was also caught picnic-ing in the room, wakakakakaka....!!!!!

Once yearly (annually LOR) home grown orange harvest in autumn!!! this batch promises more sweetness and amount.. in short, IMPROVED QUALITY AND QUANTITY, heheheheeh....!!!!!

the strawberry and peach are for this wonderfabuloso cheese cake, which we (me,Javier,Zhen Ping) made for Andre's 1/4 of century Birthday last friday...!!! kekekekkeee...

Was my first cake.. but not for my bf, wahahahahaha..




Okie, now try your(my) best for finals!!! pray for the rest!!! and then i can enjoy winter when mum and aunt comes over ^^

Psalms 37:4
Delight yourselves in the Lord
and he will give you
the desires of your heart.

i feel like climbing to the 2-metres-high-wooden-walk-way that is located in front of MacD at Fremantle beach... and sit there for sunset.. and have my loveliest frens there around with me.. just feeling peacefully glad and thankful for my life, our lives.. thanking God for He is a big God and i can hope in Him.

i love my life and the people in my life and the God in my life!

it's 5.20am... i couldnt sleep..

i received sms from Pris at 2.30am that she's leaving Perth for good, to the eastern state to work...
her flight is on coming Sunday night..

then my tears couldnt stop coming down... i sob and cried and sob and cried... for hours... i just couldnt sleep...

all the memories with Pris flash back like a happy movie but it brings sadness to my heart..

i remember the days in September and October, every now and then that Pris rings me up to go out for lunch or dinner..

I remember one day after my final exam, i went to library to accompany her so that she will not feel bored studying alone for her Pharmacy VIVA test, and then we headed for lunch in vic park....

I remember the korean restaurant and the International Cafe, and the super expensive Indonesian restaurant , all of them in Vic Park, the dark alley where we park the car, when Pris forgotten if she has locked her car, when we just walk along the streets enjoying the night..

i remember the Summer day in November when Pris brings me to Northbridge.. when we walked along the streets on day time, jumping from one bun shop to another bun shop looking for a special bun.. and from one restaurant to another restaurant looking for nice satisfying lunch... and she laughing at my silliness for being a "mushroom" and me laughing at her silliness when talking with a mouthful of food..
then she told me she's gonna bring me out for food more often, to try out all the nice food around perth...

i remember the nights in Northbridge when we had Bibimbap as dinner, and then bubble tea, and then we walked along the streets again in Northbridge looking at all sorts of people that come out for dinner and coffee and clubbing at night.. then we sneaked in to a snooker shop, and look at the people playing snooker and we walk and we walk and we walk before coming back home..

i remember the days when she brought me to Carousel to shop for some stuff, and me waiting while she try on cloths and us looking around for food.. when i teased her for being full by just looking at food and not eat them.. and she telling me all sorts of nice foods and where to get them..

i remember one day when she message me from Malaysia that she was actually in Sitiawan, following a tour with her pastor and church members... i was so excited i told her the foods in sitiawan, and how i wish i was in Sitiawan to bring her around, as she has always bring me around in Perth..

because she is very tall, so i walked holding to her arm most of the time when we're out together, either for food or for walk walk... i listen to her whine bout her worries of future, while she listen to my complaints and nonsense bout my studies...

it was all nice, i never thought it would come to an end..

No more, bringing me out to walk walk along the streets and hunt for food..

No more talking and listening to Pris...

No more, holding to a tall-and-lovely Pris's arm when walking....

no more seeing her in person for some time...


but i knew that she knew she has to make a decision, one that is good for her career and future..
when she told me she found a job in Melb and is flying over in 5days time...

i knew God blesses her, and i love to have her blessed and leading a fulfilling life!
i love Priscilla so much, cuz she treats me like a younger sister, a person whom i can manja with, a loving gentle arm tat i hold everytime we walk together while listening to each other talking..

my tears dry up as i write this post.. finally...





i thought gone were the days where i cry a lot..
when i cried 3 days after realizing a guy that i liked, had a girlfriend..
when i cried 2days after sending Lin foong off to airport knowing i wont be able to see her for years...
no, it is not gone yet...


it is so dangerous to love.. because when we love, we put our heart in a fragile position, giving complete right for our heart to be broken anytime... and yet we love, because love is so beautiful it overweigh anything else....

i will send her off on Sunday night with full blessings, i will smile and let her know i love her, i will miss her a lot..
i will buy her her favourite food from Carousel, i will develop a photo of us so that she can keep in her purse all the time, i will continuously remember her to remember me and to sms me.. i will hug her tight and hold her arm... i will write her all the things i remember about her and the restaurants we've been to.. i will giv her a beautiful keychain so that she can use it to hold the key to her new place in Melb..
i will send her off with tears and prayers..
i will remember her with love.. i will keep in touch with her faithfully..

love you a lot, Pris... ;(....

Attended 50% of the Walk Through The Bible seminar today!! i left halfway, i went home, study and get ready for dance practise at church office.. it was very interesting, the speaker Dr.Gary Colesman is very interactive, and he makes sure we are following his seminar!! all the events and places and people in the New Testament seems to linked together better today than before....!!!! there's like 400yrs of silence, yada yada, Israel, hopes, Rome rose, four distinct views, one good news, jerusalem birth, carpenter, jordan,baptised by John, wilderness tempted by Satan. all the key words of important events, places, and people were made memorisa-able thru actions! and he led the congregation to pratically walk through the new testament with all the actions and keywords!!! awesome, now that things in the bible are linked, it will definitely help people (blur ppl like me) to understand better whats is happening in Bible, and more importantly the Big Picture...!!!!
p/s: the sharing of what actually happened during the 400 yrs of silence is actually very very interesting and amazing, of how politics rises, power fights, domination takes place, and communication expands, traveling made easy, all leading to the preparation of the people for the arrival of the birth of the Messiah and allowing the Gospel spread easily after 400yrs...!!!

today is our 4th day of dance practise for easter. it's gonna be combination of Contemporary and Hip Hop. song titled "Love song for #1 by Corrinne May" and " Cant go on by Group 1 Crew". yea.. ^^ am loving it, am enjoying it!!

one thing i always struggle to present during the dance is my look, the "Attitude Look!" for the hiphop part... huuhuuu, i look at my own reflection at the mirror in church office and tried out my expression for the song, Alamak Nasi Lemak, i look super funny with my expression......!!!!! uuuhuuuhuuu~~~~~ hahahah it's gonna be funny and i'll have Awesome time trying to make the Attitude Look out....!!!!! Alamak Nasi Lemak la.....!!!!

but anyway, i reached home, watched Bride's War with Janica and Evan while having late dinner after dance... and.........

mmmm.... i dun wanna fight either..... whatever it is, Lin Foong Cheng, i really want you to be there on my wedding day.. you hav always been there for me, always..... and i'm sorry for fighting, for being rude... but yea, i stil dun agree to ur point... love ya always.

Anyways, Ps.Dr.Phillip Lyn is preaching tomorrow, and i love listening to him speaking! i cant wait for church tomorrow....!!!!!!

and all of my cell members are going for Easter camp...!!!!! yippie...!!!! will take lots of pics! ^^

i am slowly getting back my excitement for life.. i can sense next tuesday nite fishing outing with allen (my neighbour-cum-colleague-cum-churchfren) and other church ppl.. i can sense wednesday lunch with david and Dani(it's a gal's name okie).. i can sense easter dance practise coming.. i can sense more catching up on lectures.. i can sense my new laptop arriving this thursday.. i can sense more rest as well... i can also sense my hair changing colour, hahahah.. i can sense more happy smile, more energy..

i am getting excited.. i'm back on track in terms of excitedness.. haha

I attended Usha's and Joanne's graduation on the 14th Feb 2009.

it was an awesome night. everywhere everyone is smiling! an old chinese uncle, with his hunched back, was dressed neatly. even though he walked very slowly, but there's this huge huge huge smile on his face man...!!!! like, he's attending his first ever grandchild's graduation or something like that..!! everyone was happy, excited...! usha and Joanne look stunning that night as well....!!! their parents were with them, taking photos and smiling and laughing!

also, we happened to sit at the place where we got to see fireworks shooting up from the ground before it exploded into beautiful colours and formation in the dark sky....!!! it lasted for 15mins and i was just awed! at the same time, the song "time to say goodbye" being sung live from an opera lady on the stage.
graduation is a very meaningful moment..!!!

am so so so inspired to graduate and bring my parents over to attend my graduation ceremony. ^^

(ok la, now i feel like a 12yr old kid writing essay >.<''') that's why i put it all white, so that less ppl sees it....!!!!

more than a month's missing from my blog.

so how do i feel now..??

1. relieved to finally quit my pharmacy job, cuz it's taking too much toll on me, physically. i almost lost the anticipation and excitement of daily living...

2. looking forward to cellgroup.

3. looking forward to more studies to be done.

4. looking forward to easter camp!!! yippie...!!!!!

5. i wanna have a puppy in the house when i grow up (excuse me??) .. i mean when i start working la... hahaha..

6. am so so so inspired by the sermon yesterday, a dvd sermon bout Indescribable God, astronomical grace by Louie Giglio... i wanna watch the stars through telescope one day...